What is love?

Love is an intimacy shared by two people. It is believed as heart-to-heart relation or a relation which needs no word to explain. Two people in love can challenge every hurdle that comes their way. LOVE is a true bond... Oh!what a bullshit? It is just a tag in present world. Whatever I have mentioned above is just a crap. Those lines suit good in movies or books. They are useless in practical life. Having a boyfriend/girlfriend means you are filling an empty space. By empty space, I mean, someone whose hand you can hold on when you are in a friend circle and showing superiority to those who manage to get none. As time passes, you realize that your life has become horrible, you can't find time for your(once upon a time)best buddies, you cannot enjoy your life as you used to and etc.etc...These thoughts make your life more miserable. Moreover, when you call your gf/bf and finds her/his number busy, you start suspecting; ask for clarification and you end up quarreling with her/him. This process continues for a while. You start consulting love gurus or your friends for suggestion. When nothing works you meet your gf/bf and called it off by saying :'Just need a break.'

Expectation rises, Life sucks!

I have faced many ups and downs in my life. But I always believe that something better is stored for me. I never give up hope as I read somewhere 'Hope is the only feather of life'. Yes, I truly accept it and lead my life with this very thought. Whenever I knock at my past, I feel void within myself and everywhere. It is very hard to accept the fact that till date I cannot come up to my expectation because I am busy preparing myself to fulfill others expectations. And this word "EXPECTATION" has made my life terrible. According to me,the word 'Expectation' is the worst word in English dictionary. This word has taught me a great lesson in my life. And so, I never expect anything from my friends, relatives, dear ones and my love. I know once they come up to my expectations, I will seek more. And when they can't, I will be hurt. So, its better not to expect anything from them rather give them the independence to do what they wish for.

Train of thoughts

                                         

                                          As I walked alone-

                                         On the deserted street...

                                         Loneliness engulfed me ,

                                         In its arms.

                                         And I tried hard

                                         To free myself,

                                          when suddenly the train-

                                          Of old memories,

                                           Ran at high speed...

                                           And I tried to catch

                                           Those beautiful moments;

                                            We spent together.

                                            But soon the train was nowhere,

                                            And I stood there-

                                            In complete silence...

                                            Reminding myself,

                                            You were no longer by my side.

                                            Tears rolled down,

                                            My heart pierced;

                                           At the thought of insecurity

                                           And I wondered,'Do you still love me?'